welcome to the final lap

school reopened for the last time.

it is the final lap.

it is the fyp.

i dont want to screw this up.

i want to make it big.

big i tell you...






felt like a total coward. i cant even see you without having just to take a glimpse of you. a friend of mine told me i looked tired. i wasn't tired at all. i have been used to the timing of waking up early. The correct word to describe me is that i look miserable. maybe im being a jackass and paranoid, but i didnt see her online for quite a few days. Is it because i am being irritating again?
all i do is just sent a message asking how is she after i read through her blog about her suffering.

is she suffering because of me?

if it is.

i am truly sorry.